Who AM I ?
FERAL FLOWER
I am Amber Rose Beckett. Born in 1982 in the peak of a pyramid, in the foothills of the Smokey Mountains. Raised in an intentional community in a feral wilderness, at the end of a gravel road. I grew up in communion with nature. The forest has always been my home and I have never not known myself to be wild and creative.
Artist
Even as a child I knew that I was here to feed people, that being an artist and a mother were my most important life missions. Creative Expression is a vital part of how I process my emotions and key to the medicine I came to this life to make. From music, to poetry, painting to theater and dance. I embrace it all and express myself through every medium I can. Always with the conscious intention of infusing my creations with love.
Chef & Mother
The culinary arts are one of my many passions. I have more than 15 years of restaurant experience and have been a part time private chef for the past 20+ years. Having personally catered countless retreats while simultaneously being a mother for 25+ years, I can confidently say I am well seasoned in the craft of feeding people.
Astrologer & MUSE
My fascination with the stars has followed me throughout my life. At the time of my birth the planet Uranus was perfectly positioned on the horizon in the sign of Sagittarius, signifying that I am a change-maker and a world bridger. Carrying codes for the future of humanity, ancient wisdom projected through my vessel, into Earth’s budding future. I have known in my bones for as long as I can remember that I came here to help humanity let go of that which no longer serves us and grow into our wild radiant potential. Victory is ours when we stop playing “the game” and name the truth of our belonging. I am an Astrologer because I believe it is one of the best ways I can fulfill this mission.
UNIQUE SPECIMEN
My father would say that like him I am a unique specimen. “We don’t fit anyones mold”. In 2020 after a lifetime of living with chronic pain and unresolved health issues I finally had a breakthrough that changed everything. Many long months of testing concluded the answers to questions I had been asking my entire life.
Today I live from a place of understanding that my disabilities are intricately woven together with my gifts. The two cannot be separated. I no longer fight who I am and how I am wired. Diagnosis gave me the gift of understanding, that I may give myself grace.
Diagnosed in 2021: Level 1 Autism (formerly known as Aspergers), ADHD, Hyper-mobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, Mast Cell Activation Syndrome, Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome. Note: High Functioning Dyslexia & Giftedness were also identified but not officially diagnosed.
Diagnosed in 2025: VSS (static vision), BVD (4th Cranial Nerve Palsy in my left eye), Narcolepsy.
My doctors believe that most of my conditions are congenital and/or developed in childhood.
moss witch
My love for this Earth and her children runs deep. I will forever be in service to her majesty, Mama Gaia. When we strip back the stories of all we have been told to be we open the door to remembering who we always were. Seeds of The One. Drops in the Ocean of Divine Love. Stars in the night sky, woven together in the cosmic tapestry that is Our Universe (one song). In 2024 after 20+ years as a business owner and entrepreneur I had a realization: I don’t want to be a Boss Bitch. I have always been a Moss Witch. My path is slow and organic, in-tune with nature, alive, feral and fertile and forever in flux (like the seasons). Here to be bold, not to do what I am told nor to boss anyone around. I perceive, I share, I allow, I express and I am a Moss Witch.
Child me in the forest. 1980s
Mother me in the Mountains. 2015